Deppressing = Good?!

Today, i was writing a poem at the lunch table, because its a good way to vent my emotions.  a lot more positive than breaking things and/or people!  It was a pretty depressing poem, but all my friends thought it was good!  one of them said that i should publish a collection of poems on the Internet, or send one or two in to a magazine in hopes that they will be published.  at first i thought it was a stupid idea, but as i mulled it over in my mind, i realized that the worst thing that would happen would be that i wasted 43 cents on a stamp (which my dad paid for), so I'm going to find a magazine, mail in a poem, and hope for the best!  if anyone knows any good magazines, that would be really helpful!  well, I'm gonna go do stuff, so BYE!!!!

UGH!!! MY BRAIN HURTS!!!!

So after getting home, i had very little time to write, but now that school is back, i can get back to a regular blogging schedule! and yes, my brain hurts, and in fact has been (metaphorically) split in two!  one side says, "Move on from Fay, you know that Morgan likes you!"  the other side says, "How can you move on, she was your world!"  both sides are screaming at me, and it is making my head hurt!  thus, i ask you, the person reading, what should i do?  i'm really confused, and need your help!  oh, and i am putting together a compilation of poems and doodles into a little mini-book-thing.  other than the dilemma above, i don't have much to write about for now, so BYE!!!!

This is why I don't like Jerry Springer and similar shows...

OK, so i'm sitting in our hotel lobby, checking my email, listening to a woman on Maury violently sob because her baby daddy wasn't her baby daddy!  which then made her and her husband almost get in a fist fight!  hmmmmm... I need to get in shape, because even though i'm skinny as a rail, i have no muscles, and therefore can't easily make the basketball fly from the three point line to the basket...  and yes,  i am a white guy who likes to play basketball, and am actually pretty good when i practice regularly!  i just don't have time to practice with homework, friends, and taking care of the grandparents.  i'm probably gonna start though, since my mom is going to be home after school now, and can pick me up from practicing at the JCC.  well, i gotta go now, so BYE!!!!

Vacationing always makes me feel better!

OK, so yesterday, i didn't post because there was way too much confusion with getting on a plane at 9:30, sitting on  a plane for a couple of hours, getting off in Atlanta, rushing through a 10 minute layover from landing to boarding, getting on a plane to Jacksonville, and visiting my brother who doesn't have wi-fi.  ok, so i wrote that on thursday, and just got to a computer for 10 minutes!  ok, so i visited family yesterday, met one of my cousins for the first time, hung out with three of my cousins, played hide and seek tag, which kinda got rough, help my little cousin Connor have fun with his REALLY jank "science" kit.  overall, i had fun seeing my grandma, who is the only mentally stable granparent i have, my sister, my uncles and aunts, and EVERYONE!!!  i gotta go, so BYE!!!

Wow... That's Disturbing...

OK, so i've been trying not to think about yesterday, seeing as Fay said that it was over yesterday, but no matter what i do, EVERYTHING reminds me of her in some way.  I'm coming to the realization that no matter what feminists will say, women will always hold power over men.  Yes, when tested, men are, on average, physically stronger than women.  But i'm sure that if there was a test done,  women hold the emotional factor BY A LONGSHOT!!!!!  When a guy dumps a girl, how often do you hear about the getting super depressed about it for a long time?  not often, and that's because they can let it out.  with guys, theres a certain stigma that comes with expressing your feelings.  so you have been bottling up your emotions, where a woman would have let them out, and who is more emotionally stable?  who is hurting more?  I hope the answer is obvious.  when 2X - 7 = 8Y + 6, It's not because X and Y aren't the same, they balance each other out.  It's our differences that unite us.

P.S. Fay, if you're reading this, i want you to know, that the only thing that made you breaking up with me worse, was the fact that you thought i would hit you.  even now, as angry as i am, i could never bring myself to hurt you.  never.

SERIOUSLY NOW?! COME ON!!!

Ok, so i'm getting the message that most people don't understand the concept of "Subtle hints."  i make sure to give these off when i'm angry or upset, so that people will hopefully get the message "LEAVE ME ALONE UNLESS YOU SERIOUSLY WANT TO DIE!!!"  People still manage to try and talk to me and ask me what's wrong, and unless i know that you fully understand what i'm going through, i'm going to say, very curtly, "nothing."  at this point, i would advise anyone talking to me to stop asking me.  If i need to walk around with a list of my pet peeves put up above my head, that would easily make number 3, on a fairly short list.  number 1 would be TALKING TO ME WHEN I DON'T WANT TO TALK!!!!  That said, i hope you have a wonderful day!

GOOD JOB EVERYBODY!!!!!!!

OK, so as i mentioned before, i was the stage manager/intern for Mrs. Lieb, and tonight, they finished up the play, and i got to help Mrs. Lieb!  GOOD JOB EVERYBODY!!!!!well, this is gonna have to be a short one, so until next time, i bid you good day (or night depending on when you read this)!

P.S.  i'm going to start labelling my posts for organization purposes, so if you like a post, find one with a similar label, and you just might like that one too!