UGH!!! MY BRAIN HURTS!!!!

So after getting home, i had very little time to write, but now that school is back, i can get back to a regular blogging schedule! and yes, my brain hurts, and in fact has been (metaphorically) split in two!  one side says, "Move on from Fay, you know that Morgan likes you!"  the other side says, "How can you move on, she was your world!"  both sides are screaming at me, and it is making my head hurt!  thus, i ask you, the person reading, what should i do?  i'm really confused, and need your help!  oh, and i am putting together a compilation of poems and doodles into a little mini-book-thing.  other than the dilemma above, i don't have much to write about for now, so BYE!!!!

Wow... That's Disturbing...

OK, so i've been trying not to think about yesterday, seeing as Fay said that it was over yesterday, but no matter what i do, EVERYTHING reminds me of her in some way.  I'm coming to the realization that no matter what feminists will say, women will always hold power over men.  Yes, when tested, men are, on average, physically stronger than women.  But i'm sure that if there was a test done,  women hold the emotional factor BY A LONGSHOT!!!!!  When a guy dumps a girl, how often do you hear about the getting super depressed about it for a long time?  not often, and that's because they can let it out.  with guys, theres a certain stigma that comes with expressing your feelings.  so you have been bottling up your emotions, where a woman would have let them out, and who is more emotionally stable?  who is hurting more?  I hope the answer is obvious.  when 2X - 7 = 8Y + 6, It's not because X and Y aren't the same, they balance each other out.  It's our differences that unite us.

P.S. Fay, if you're reading this, i want you to know, that the only thing that made you breaking up with me worse, was the fact that you thought i would hit you.  even now, as angry as i am, i could never bring myself to hurt you.  never.